Looks like I haven’t worked up on my blog these recent times. Anyway guys, howdy? If you’re reading my post here, probably I’m not around here anymore.

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Cut off those hecks I’m done with jokes. LOL

It is just that I have undergone all of the trials this year. I’ve met a nice roommate though. He was a fine old father of his own family but what interesting was that the way he thinks is a lil bit of matured ( he’s nearly 30 of course ). It is just that I never have made friend of people like them before... I mean… studying along with someone older than me, what could’ve been anything cooler than that right?

I could have met him again outdoor but things could have changed. The way we used to talk,

“How’s life down under?”

“Hmm, I wonder… “

Etc etc… (You know…)

He knew everything about me though I did not tell him anything. I remembered he used to say it was quite obvious for me acting up my style or how did I tell people who I am, but it was just him who had shared the same room of mine in the freaking college. What I mean was that, He could have been understood me the most.

Never shall I forget someone who deserves to be called

THE BEST ROOMMATE EVER

BTW, how are you?

On these verily few days, my friends and I had had a 'one of the most' wonderful holidays ever,
we had planned enjoying the days in my house and the PLANNING spell stands true,
Arrived with tiring solids, we neither wanted to have some relaxation nor to have a nice siesta
instead we made that deal to go to the nearest what-should-i-say 'resort'???

Freakingly awesome, we had taken some snapshots there and you wouldn't mind it if i share THEM with you, WOULD YOU?
The sundown were so cool and we couldn't resist to spend the time outside at the veranda.
My guys were so busy on the green potion that night so everyone had prepared one for each of them.
While for me?? I'm the one GIVING instruction. Cool huh? LOLL

The night was so secretive that I couldn't tell you anything about it.. Anyway, the dinner plan seems so enjoyable as everybody was so damn full! Well, we cooked it so better finish it up right?? LOLL... The night we spent was on some horror stories sharing and then we decided to watch JANGAN TEGUR, but! nobody watched it as well as me... As i said before, everybody was so full and we have to surrender for the exhaustion.. Good Night then!

The next day was like, OMG.. No water for us and we had to undergo the same-IP-life.. You know what i mean... Having cooked breakfast then before taking our bath cuz' next destination would be The Semporna Holiday Resort... Interestingly, We had met some juniors at the town... So we're heading to the same place huh?
I wonder...

IF ONLY WE COULD BE THERE FOR AT LEAST ONE MORE DAY....

Entah kenapa lagu ini saya rasa macam banyak tunjuk ajar sama saya..
kalau kamu baca lirik ni memang simple dan macam biasalah katakan...
kk... cuba saya guna diri sendiri untuk tunjuk apa yang cuba
disampaikan oleh lirik lagu ini k?
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Rangkap pertama,memang jelas..
untuk orang yang pernah saya sayang dulu,
biarkan masa saja yang ubah semua..
kalau itu memang pilihan kamu,
saya x boleh buat apa2..
saya harap itu yang terbaik untuk kamu..
kalau kamu fikir kamu sudah buat pilihan yang salah,
jangan risau, sebab kamu pasti sentiasa tahu apa yang terbaik..
apa2 pun selalulah tunjukkan apa yang terbaik...
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saya sentiasa harap yang teraik untuk kamu,
apa yang kamu mahu, itulah yang saya harapkan sendiri..
capailah apa yang kamu impikan, apa yang kamu sentiasa mahu..
sementara itu... saya harap kamu akan sentiasa tahu
seseorang sentiasa mengingati kamu seperti yang dulu..
itulah yang saya sendiri impikan untuk kamu..
itulah yang saya harapkan untuk kamu...
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walaupun kamu tidak pernah mengingati apa yang pernah kita lalui sama2,
saya harap kamu tidak akan lupa semua itu..
semua yang pernah saya lakukan untuk kamu,
dan semua yang pernah kita korbankan bersama..
kamulah yang terbaik untuk saya dan saya harap
kamu sedar akan keadaan sekarang ini...
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apa pun, untuk semua yang kamu pilih..
untuk semua yang kamu mahu...
dan untuk semua yang kamu inginkan...
saya akan sentiasa hormati pilihan kamu,
akan sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk kamu,
dan saya sentiasa harapkan kebahagiaan untuk kamu..
sebab itulah harapan saya sendiri... unutk kamu...

Hi there fellas...
:-) Dont know what to write on but i just wanna share sumthing...
Baru-baru ni aku dengar perkembangan orang itu dan ia sangat mengejutkan aku membuatkanku
bertambah b***i dengan dia... I'm trying not to do so and i hope i can do this!! Jia you!!

Appreciate my OLD Friends more nowadays...
Walaupun ada yang kurang tapi apa ley wat...
Terima lah keadaan! XD

Banyak yang telah berlaku dalam masa yang terdekat nih... aku memang ada ambik gambar sebagai kenangan... Mau publish susah plak.. :)

Others,
Banyak assignment masuk minggu ni dan semuanya hantar minggu depan?
Salah kah itu atau memang macam nilah rutin pelajar? Aku juga jadi bengong...
Banyak yang merungut (termasuk aku????) tapi lebih tepat lagi, aku memang BLUR!!!

Lagi seminggu aku akan bercuti dan cuti kali ni mungkin yang paling meriah... (i hope so...)
I want to enjoy every moment i have with the one i love the most : MY FAMILY!
Back to the Sibling's Routine, we're going to Surf through the internet 24/7, Watch horror movies until the sun rises and have the discussion session straight before the sessions turn out quiet.. :P Thats us! PENGLIPUR LARA... man!

Thats the way thing goes around!
Im getting on used to with it and I shall never change anything... :D

What a very first relaxing holiday.. I don't have to worry anything (or anyone?) nor to be hesitating about anything (or anyone??)... Feel like i don't want to end this thing up because i really want things like this to be eternal. I love almost everything i have been through because those things let me realize how beautiful life is..

Seseorang mau tips?
Kalau kita sedang melalui satu keadaan yang sukar... Satu cara untuk kasi tenang diri kita ialah dengan menghayati detik yang sukar itu.. Let us enjoy the obstacles... Kedengaran macam tidak masuk akal tapi beginilah hidup... Mana ada yang sentiasa senang.. Tiada yang sedar, kita menghadapi kesusahan pun statistik dia sangat rendah berbanding sama masa- masa yang x bahagia kan? kan? kan? (Ayat yang skima)

Jadi cuba kita hayati detik-detik yang menyusahkan itu sebab jarang kita akan menghadapi masa begitu..

So, at this recently time.. I have been planning to change something...
Just because of the changes, I was a kind of "changed"??? Who knows??

I've just finished 3 Assignments just a while ago...
Two were mine.. and 1 of them was the KDP's work..
A real interesting assignments and I enjoy it..

Tapi kawan2, itu lah yang paling akhir.. X mau menyeksakan diri lagi...
Sorry selepas ni saya x mau lagi buat kerja orang lain..
Macam mana mau maju kalau kamu minta tolong saja???

To excell yourself, you have to strive!
Jangan biar orang lain berjaya sebab kerja kamu..
Berusaha sendiri.. Change yourself!

If sumone out there was as the same as the phrase..
Lets have some discussion..
Kenapa ada orang yang x boleh setia sama pasangan dia sendiri?
Will you forgive such kind of person?
Ada perasaan kah kamu?
Feel like what things have you shared was meaningless right?
Lagi tu kenapa boleh berlaku semua tu?
Mungkin salah kamu sendiri?
Think about yourself...
What have you done actually?
Mungkin kamu x menghargai dia seadanya?
Mungkinn kamu x jaga dia baik2?
Jangan fikir dia yang salah..
jangan menyalahkan diri sendiri juga..

Apa perasaan kamu sesudah menjadi seorang yang BEBAS?
Do you long for the past? Do you want to be tangled up?
What will you gonna do next?
Kalau jadi kawan saja x boleh?
How come you can be friend with someone who BETRAYS you?
I am so weird of why we Hate someone we used to love very much.. and then, For just a friend.. It goes vice versa... WHY???
So...
Rutin harian kamu sudah berubah..
Accomodate yourself.. As what the words were saying..
Grows something NEW inside of you!

Anyway, Glad to be who I am today,now and then...
Brethren, You should appreciate who you are too..
Don't make pity of yourself cuz you were created With the greatest Love of all..

Hey guys,
What do you know about people being flirty?
There must be some reason why i don't pretty like them a.k.a HATRED
People should not hate each other i know cuz im trying to adapt myself with such a situation..

Flirty people usually don't respect the others relationship.. Yang satu orang pun satu, apa juga tujuan dia p melayan orang macam tu.. Macam x sedar ada hubungan sendiri.. Sekadar satu permainan, I know... but what if you all changed your side.. If being flirty is a game for them, why don't people make it general?.. Think of it!

Let say,
someone being flirty to the one you cherish the most...
And found out that they are only joking around...
What will you do anyway???

Sebab sudah kena cakap perlu saling memahami kan??
Siapa yang x faham saiapa kalau macam tu kan??

Back to the point...
What should you do when someone being flirty with the one you love??

Hypocrite is a very common word for us...
One thing that differentiate it is how do people define it..
The concept varies among people but under any nature, the reasons for why people have this in their life is still the same... Let us go through..

1. They have to follow the stream
Manusia memang macam tu, kalau sudah dalam satu kelompok, diorang mesti kena ikut
rentak kelompok tu kan? Walaupun diorang x sama dengan 'gerakan' kelompok tu
tapi diorang mesti ikut... Kalau x, habislah... orang lain pun mesti akan cakap dia tu
HHH...

2. They want the others to be used to them
Kalau mau orang suka sama kita, apa2 pon cara kena ikut saja.. Peduli lah kalau lari dari pendirian sendiri... lain lah kalau orang tu xda pendirian, mau cakap diri sendiri Easy-going kunun... tapi padahal xda tujuan... I mean xda pendirian... LOL

3. Are not aware of the surrounding...
lain tempat lain hal... Orang kan kalau nampak benda2 yg lain macam terus buka mulut...
Jadi org yang tiba2 buat benda yang dia sudah Condemn kan terus terbuka lah mulut
diorang..
Jadi si HHH tu x perasan orang sudah mengata sama dia... Maksudnya,
dia x sedar sama keadaan la....

4. Feeling guilty
Sebab diorang sudah Condemn si anu, jadi diorang rasa bersalah..
pastu dia terpaksa p berkawan sama si anu itu supaya perasaan bersalah boleh
ringan sikit.. Sounds weird about this.. Tapi memang berlaku... Pas diorang p berkawan
sama si anu baru
sendiri berubah... Rasa yang dia cakap sebelum nih semuanya salah... Ada kah?

5. Misunderstanding
Macam yang saya cakap tadi, kan orang salah anggap sama yang lain...
Kalau kawan sendiri pon jadi hipokrit sesama sendiri saya pon x tau la... Kalau memang x
suka kan.. Bagus cakap saja... nanti semua pun prejudis sesama sendiri... Pastu ckp
kita kawan baik.... padahal, atas dasar hipokrit saja... susah lah persahabatan begitu...

Dearest brethrens..
There is still a lots od reasons on why people be so hypocrite between them..
Please do share with us if you know any reason why...
If you want to be Hypocrite with the posts then... No one will going to say no!...
But remember my friends,
We have to be ourself... and if we dont... TRY TO...

HEY GUYS...
It has been a long day since my last post..
i have a lots of things to share with you all but i just don't remember them all..
last days, i have been asking Edna, a classmate of mine to give me some songs from one of my favorite band, shiela on 7 and i was kind of touched when i heard one of the song entitled "INGIN PULANG"...

It made me miss my family and my little sister..
she is the most talkative in our sibling and she will talk a lot to me..
i might just answer her YES or NO but i just like to hear her asks a lot..
Every time i saw any little girls here in nowhere, i would simply remember her..
i just love it to go home now...
i really miss my family...

Salam guys...
Hari ini memang memenatkan... Gara-gara saya menyiapkan kerja KPLI semalam akhirnya saya kekurangan tidur. Ini ialah kali ke3 saya menyiapkan kerja KPLI... Entah macam mana lah hasilnya nanti.. Harap2 diterima ramai lah sebab macam x menepati kehendak soalan...

Gila panjangnya tu saya buat... tapi ntahlah kalau ada isi tiada... LOL
sorry untuk si KPLI a saya x pasti betul kah x tu.. Saya baca soalan, terus saya jawab apa dia mau...Bikin pening jugalah..

Hasilnya, saya sangat berpuas hati... Sebab dia siap juga...
Finally... i have to think about something else which is so important in my life...
TO GOD I RELY EVERYTHING...

hmm... I wonder...
kenapa semua Lectuter akan cakap saya ni muka mengantuk?
Adakah disebabkan mata saya ataupun saya punya rambut?
Mata saya ni memang menunjukkan muka orang yang memang-memang mengantuk
tapi bukan selalu bah.. Kadang-kadang saja... Saya p beli eye mo pun macam x berkesan saja.
Lagipun, bukan saya habis guna juga tu.. Sayang betul kaaaan?

Today is 24 June 2009,
What I would like to share with you all is all about being criticized for the first time by a number of people you would never imagined. Well, it is not too much I guess but what I feel is the one thing most matter. At the very beginning of our lectures today, I have learnt something new for me. Everybody was criticizing me and of course I can accept that all. Look guys, you are all my friends and you don’t have to say sorry for what you all have said to me. In spite, I am the one who supposed to say thank you to you all for backing me up when I am in times of trouble as such. Thank you for being so understanding and I am really sorry for letting the-one-knows-the-best to say those things to you all. Just because of me, you were in trials too. Thank you and I am really2 sorry. I can still remember what have been said to me and I accept it all. But I just want you all to know that I would not blame it all to you because I am the one who supposed to be so.

I am sorry to write this down sir but I really want to say sorry for the bad side of myself that I think it was so hard to be changed. I will try to do so and I hope it would not going to be a load for you all. I was like moody today because I was totally blurred. This would not going to be a good ending for my posts but what I can say is... thanks for reading this.. hope to be accepted by all that I wanted to change in me myself.

My(used to)only date...
for I am not regreting what happened today...
I found a very beautiful lyric of song that I would like to play for the date...
(But i guess I have to play another song?)

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the star appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
There's no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me

I could make you happy make your dreams come true
NO, there ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love

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